Caroline

She's wonderful. I love her. This message is esoteric.

Even More Incredibly Bizarre

As I have stated before, some of aggressors are time travelers from 1980's Houston, Texas or maybe Texas in general.

What I forgot to mention was that they might have stolen government equipment and that they have brought the damned Cold War, which has been over for 20 + years to my head.

I keep hearing things about U.S. and former Soviet Union psy-spies doing battles on my brain.

I just want to wait tables.

But the situation gets so much worse.

Someone has spent millions of dollars on trying to take me over.

They want my soul. my pineal gland, my third eye chakra, my crown chakra, my conduit, my telepathy, my psychic abilities, etc.

They talk through my brain to other humans. They have a program that mimics my personality, my knowledge, etc and then steers people toward their agenda.

Even worse worse, someone talking through me while I asleep tried to sell my soul. They tried to become me and told otherworldly beings that I wanted to sell my soul. They also, using me said that other humans could have me.

I know this all sounds very crazy. But there is a whole unseen, high tech world out there that has uses for humans. I guess especially my type.

This is extreme. I will fight back to the death.

It seems that the bad guys might have won.

I really wanted to do you all justice. I feel like dying. My astral attacks feel like hell. I cant move or clean my place. It takes a ton of wine and a lot of effort just to get to work. I feel like death.

I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I really wanted to champion your cause. I wanted to take care of you. I feel I might lose my place and eventually die.

In the event of my death, which feels currently imminent. Just don't give up.

Much love.

Death, Rape, And Trauma

Not much to report here because my brain is being attacked so badly these days that it's hard to function personally and within society.

But after 8 1/2 years of worthless, ignorant pieces of crap using every damn method under the sun to attack me, all that I can tell you is that it all boils down to trauma. That's how to get to a human. mammal or spiritual being in general.

That's how they get us.

Everything boils down to trauma and me and my astral community get tons of it.

I had started a new page called, "The Science And Intention Of Trauma" I got about a fifth of the way through on Dreamweaver before I got attacked so badly that I couldn't even think or move.

Take away the hysteria, the mysticism, and break it down logically and all you've got are a bunch of worthless, criminal, idiotic, cowardice punks serving their non-human masters.

It took me a magnum of wine just to get this message out to you, because of beings in my skull and psychotronic weapons.

Fight the trauma. Fight the powers that be.

Pathetic punks.

V!

This Just In From 4059993540@vtext.com

A simple email message.

"Got ya." was all that it said.

I'm not sure what that means.

But I guess someone has got me.

More to come...

The Washington Navy Yard Shootings And Additional Stuff

Sorry that I haven't posted in a while. The astral attacks have been pretty severe. I have been drinking to wear off the effects of my bodily invaders and I have done this enough today to get to the point where I can write this post.

There was a tragedy at the Navy Yard in Washington, DC where a man shot and killed 12 people just recently. If you look at him, he was an African-American male who looked very peaceful and loving. 

Interestingly enough he said that had been hearing voices and was harassed by microwaves. Sounds familiar.

Now I'm not really black. I'm mostly caucasian. But it is certain that I was targeted by a Satanic sect of the Ku Klux Klan that is from the region of Houston, Texas and their Hollywood perp-monkey minions because of an ex-girlfriend from Houston whom the L.A. County District Attorney's Office took it upon themselves to issue her the maximum restraining order because of her extremely dangerous split personality violence.

To this date I have received about 1,800 emails and most of the targeted individuals are either African-American, Hispanic, or of Arabic/Middle Eastern descent.

There are many, many caucasians too. Sometimes it might be an attractive woman or someone who just hates someone.

When I was first targeted, these pieces of crap were trying to trick me into killing my neighbor. It was a ridiculous and feeble plot that I wanted no part of. I caught on quickly and kept reminding them about how stupid they were.

They also tried that "Videodrome" stuff on me. http://www.emhdf.com/videodrome.html

It would continue.

The word "kill" was pumped into my mind a million times a day, including the mantra, "You kill people."

This has been ongoing for over 8 years and it is seriously retarded.

I worked at a prominent hotel about 5 years ago and President Bush was staying and I was told that I might have to wait on him. Someone kept saying to kill him.

I kept insulting the mind invading jackass.

I guess my point is that there is some K.K.K. run mind control conspiracy that targets minorities and gets them to kill others. 

More often than not it's within their own races or cultures.

But now it seems that it has expanded into government places. It's getting out of hand. Maybe it always has been this way, now that I think about the movie, "The Manchurian Candidate".

But this is a far more crude form of such things done by monkeys who don't have the intel, nor the craftsmanship of their predecessors. 

Because of my personal experience I believe what the gunman said. He was driven by microwave sound voices and microwaves. I wish that he had visited my website before going off the deep end. There are so many people who do not know how to manage themselves when things like this happen.

I will try to add my mind management page soon. I get stifled so badly lately.

Additional and bizarre stuff: 

I hope that this does not discredit the material above, but I wanted to add some thing that I have heard in my mind recently.

"I want to get out of this!" 

"I can't let you out. It's negative 456 degrees outside."

It seems from what I have heard is that my aggressors are not only from other time periods, but have also been taken out to space as well.

It turns out that many of these astral projecting jerks have made soul-mind-body agreements with aliens, where they can let humans run around like chimps on the astral plane while the aliens use up their souls, minds, and bodies and then store their consciousness in containers, where they still ramble in my mind, still bothering me while they are taken out to their bases on the moon, Phobos, and Mars.

Damned idiots.

You never give yourself up to another entity.

In the first few years of this happening I turned to Leading Edge International Research Group for help. I ordered a certain energy pendant which I have lost.

But the research physicist who created it also gave me his personal phone number and asked me to call him.

I called him and shared my amazing experiences when suddenly he cut me off and did all of the talking.

"Whatever you do, NEVER give up your soul mind and body to anyone!!!!"

We went through an incredible extended conversation that lasted for hours. He damn well might have saved my life.

Anyways, as he said, "We're here in numbers. We're spiritual. And We're strong."

In Love and Light,

Sam Bryar

Noteworthy Memory

Seven and a half years ago, while I was still sleeping, or at least mostly asleep, I could hear and feel someone talking into my brain.

But this wasn't the normal "talking" into my auditory neuro-receptors. This time I could feel her voice vibrating in the very center of my brain.

She said to me, "Remember these words: (they're in another language so I'm using phonetics) 'Sah-kreem sah-kreem sah-kreem, sah-ville kom baseet elf'."

I thought that this might be important to publish.