Caroline

She's wonderful. I love her. This message is esoteric.

Even More Incredibly Bizarre

As I have stated before, some of aggressors are time travelers from 1980's Houston, Texas or maybe Texas in general.

What I forgot to mention was that they might have stolen government equipment and that they have brought the damned Cold War, which has been over for 20 + years to my head.

I keep hearing things about U.S. and former Soviet Union psy-spies doing battles on my brain.

I just want to wait tables.

But the situation gets so much worse.

Someone has spent millions of dollars on trying to take me over.

They want my soul. my pineal gland, my third eye chakra, my crown chakra, my conduit, my telepathy, my psychic abilities, etc.

They talk through my brain to other humans. They have a program that mimics my personality, my knowledge, etc and then steers people toward their agenda.

Even worse worse, someone talking through me while I asleep tried to sell my soul. They tried to become me and told otherworldly beings that I wanted to sell my soul. They also, using me said that other humans could have me.

I know this all sounds very crazy. But there is a whole unseen, high tech world out there that has uses for humans. I guess especially my type.

This is extreme. I will fight back to the death.

It seems that the bad guys might have won.

I really wanted to do you all justice. I feel like dying. My astral attacks feel like hell. I cant move or clean my place. It takes a ton of wine and a lot of effort just to get to work. I feel like death.

I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I really wanted to champion your cause. I wanted to take care of you. I feel I might lose my place and eventually die.

In the event of my death, which feels currently imminent. Just don't give up.

Much love.

Death, Rape, And Trauma

Not much to report here because my brain is being attacked so badly these days that it's hard to function personally and within society.

But after 8 1/2 years of worthless, ignorant pieces of crap using every damn method under the sun to attack me, all that I can tell you is that it all boils down to trauma. That's how to get to a human. mammal or spiritual being in general.

That's how they get us.

Everything boils down to trauma and me and my astral community get tons of it.

I had started a new page called, "The Science And Intention Of Trauma" I got about a fifth of the way through on Dreamweaver before I got attacked so badly that I couldn't even think or move.

Take away the hysteria, the mysticism, and break it down logically and all you've got are a bunch of worthless, criminal, idiotic, cowardice punks serving their non-human masters.

It took me a magnum of wine just to get this message out to you, because of beings in my skull and psychotronic weapons.

Fight the trauma. Fight the powers that be.

Pathetic punks.

V!